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opener
01:20
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i don’t know what to sing about anymore
i don’t know what to write about anymore
i’m just spewing random words
in an attempt to make sense
i don’t even pretend I care
i just want to lie in my bed
and do nothing all day
for the rest of my life
cus my parents kicked me out and
my friends left me alone
so I tried to write a song
but I fucked that up
yeah!!
my lungs are still so full of shit
from when I tried to learn to smoke
just to impress a girl
that left me hanging
so I’m gonna go out and get drunk
pour one for my homies from all over the world
this one’s for all of you
this one’s to being uncool
cus my girlfriend she left me and
my dog abandoned me
so I tried to write a song
yeah I tried to write a song
i don’t know what to sing about anymore
i don’t know what to write about anymore
i don’t know what to sing about anymore
i don’t know what to write about anymore
i don’t know what to live for anymore so bye bye
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2. |
best friends for life
02:52
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i'm afraid of endings
and you know
how much i suck at love
cause you know me better than most.
i don't want to fuck this up
don't want to ruin what we've got
but i already know how this will end
and then i look into your eyes
through your thick-rimmed glasses
and i realize how hard this will be to get through
BEST FRIENDS AREN'T SUPPOSED TO FALL IN LOVE!!!
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3. |
cool cats and hot dogs
02:42
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well i think i'm falling for you again
i mean goddamn this happens every day.
will you please please please be mine again
yes today, and everyday.
oh man, i can feel it in my veins
and crawling and reaching to my heart
it tickles but i'll get used to it i hope,
yeah i'll hope you'll be mine again today.
let's take a walk through the park
by the fountain where we kissed for the first time
oh so long ago.
ever since, i've been trying so hard
to not cry myself to sleep but
what i'm really trying to say is I FUCKING LOVE YOU!
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4. |
solitaire
02:37
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there's a party at my bedroom
and my only guests are a can of beer and a bag of chips.
your life's a big rainbow of emotions
but mine's a boring shade of gray
and i wish i could pretend that i don't care but i do, god knows i do.
it's not that i like being alone
it's just that i don't seem to get along with anyone.
if i could just erase the fear
the one that keeps me here
i could finally feel at home.
maybe i just need attention
or maybe i just need new friends
or maybe i just need to hit the reset button
hidden behind my neck.
my parents always told me there was something more
something beyond.
these days i just don't care.
someone change my batteries cause i've run out of power
all my limbs feel tired, my head hurts and i can't even remember why.
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5. |
nights alone
02:59
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well it seems that all my friends
forgot about my existence once again
but i don't blame them
i'd forget about me too.
it seems like everyone is moving on
and progressing with their lives
while i'm still the same kid was 3 years ago,
just with a bit more hair.
and i can predict i'll stay like this.
my whole list of accomplishments
consists of just two things:
the first one, being born
the other one, this song.
i know i've got a few years more
but i don't know, my future's looking cold.
cold just like the weather in december
and cold like the inside of your heart
cause you and i know that i tried to warm you up
but you just couldn´t let go
so my last piece of advice is this: FUCK OFF!!!
i guess this maze of space i travel in doesn't have an end
i'll be stuck forever in this hole.
i guess the waste of space i am can't seem to progress so forget about me i am just a mess.
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6. |
ok then
04:16
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when i came home last night
i wasn't prepared
when you called me last night
i wasn't prepared.
i will be ok
with time everything heals
and with time everything breaks.
but i'm not scared.
i've done this a thousand times before
and i can tell i'll be ok.
i will be ok
i promise
i guess.
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whatever happened to us?
we used to be so close.
i'm sorry that i fucked up
but i regret nothing.
remember the summers
we spent holding hands
and the winters we spent
cuddled up and in love?
i do, and i'm trying so hard to forget
but sometimes time isn't just enough.
i guess sometimes, fucking up is the only way to learn.
i'm sorry that i fucked up but now i know and now we're done
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8. |
trains
02:59
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need to tell you some things
that i don't think that you'll like hearing
such as "i miss you"
and "i need you " a
nd "i love you".
i thought you knew this.
when the world comes to an end
and all the walls are crashing in
will you hold my hand?
i always knew this would happen.
i saw it coming from a mile away
like a train closing in on a dead end
every page i've ripped out of my notebooks
every day i've spent encased in my room
every night i stayed awake
trying not to kill myself over memories of you.
for the last two years i've been trying to tell you
that i still fucking love you.
so when my world comes to it's end,
and if i haven't killed myself by then,
hold my hand and never let go.
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9. |
leaves falling
05:07
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this winter's nipping at my heels again
time is passing by so fast
the books are still unread
the sheets are unmoved
i thought the sky would change
but colder times bring colder hearts
and i've begun to think again
about the time we met
and i never thought you would mean this much to me
no i never thought you'd do this to me
and here we lay again
no letters, no phonecalls
only a thought of what could have been remains
for now you are my past
and my past is long gone.
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10. |
flowers
03:35
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summer came
and washed away the cold
from our bodies,
and i don’t know
if there’s anything
i can do
to make it easier
for both of us
the sweater you wore that night still hangs on my closet,
and I can’t forget the smell of flowers all over you
and how I reeked of cigarettes.
i still do.
and i die every night, eyes to the stars.
that night
there was nothing
you could’ve said to me
to keep me
from falling off
and make me
believe again.
how everything turned to dust though you might as well call it lust. and all of the flowers in your head couldn’t make fall for you again. after everything i’ve been through
i just need some sleep
all along i was nothing and you were everything.
there’s a star with your name on it, i hope we meet there someday.
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11. |
ypsilanti
04:10
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(i can’t help myself)
tear me apart
into the man you want
i’m barely alive
i’ll disappear
in the woods
you won’t find me
i open my mouth
yr in my lungs now
breathe in
you are smoke
can you see
the light
i can’t
bag of bones
sack of flesh
(fuck)
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12. |
dear
02:14
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it's been two years
since that dreaded
december night
when our lives
separated
and started to end.
have you been feeling well?
we haven't spoken
in such a long time
and i needed to tell you
i miss you and i need
you just as much
as when you used
to need me.
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