Ooh ooh ooh
Honey i think we fucked up again
But I guess you’re used to it by now
It’s getting hard for me to love you
And it’s not all your fault
Honey I think we went wrong again
This time I swear it was an accident
It’s getting hard for me to hold you
And it’s kind of my fault
Oh and I know
We’ve been having problems from the start
But the biggest one we had
Was having no problems at all
Ooh ooh ooh
Honey I know it’s better for us
If we went separate ways
Each one on their own
Oh it’s for the best
Honey I guess
I should pack up my stuff
This time it’s real
And I want my sweater back
Oh and I know
We’ve been fucking up since the start
Well what did you expect?
I’ve been fucking up since we met
Ooh ooh ooh
Honey there’s nothing wrong with being alone
I know it sounds dumb but it’s what’s best for us
So good luck on your life, enjoy what time you have left
I wish you the best on whatever you do
Ooh ooh ooh
This time I’m not gonna be kind to you
This time I’m gonna be a selfish asshole
This time you can keep all the friends
And I can keep the bed
No I don’t want your pity love
I don’t want your pity sex
I don’t want your meaningless relationships
I wanna be left alone
to drown in my own filth
I wanna be my own reason to be alive
I don’t want you to keep me up at night
This time I’m not gonna chase after you
This time I’m not gonna cry for you
The only songs you’ll get will be about how
Big of an asshole you are
And I don’t want you here anymore
I don’t need you in my bed oh no
I’ve learnt to sleep alone and it’s so much better
Not feeling like shit every morning
Because of some meaningless argument
I wanna be the reason you cry
I want to make you feel as miserable as i
And this nonsense rambling is all I could come up with
It’s the best I can do really, cause I’ve never been that good
At anything
I wanna be my own reason to be alive
I want to be bigger than the biggest stars
Tired of being
Alone at night
With no one to talk to
But myself
And I hear the rain
Pouring down on the street
I’m not scared of death
I’m scared of dying alone
And I
Don’t want to be by your side when you cry
I’m tired of things being my fault all the time
I’m tired of feeling alone despite being around
You all the time, all the time
I need you here
But I don’t
Please go away
But could you stay
Can you hear
me mumbling to myself
at night I wish
I had a cigarette
And I
Don’t want to be by your side when you cry
I’m tired of things being my fault all the time
I’m tired of feeling alone despite being around
You all the time, all the time
Can I tell you all the things that I hate about being here
Can I tell you all that I wanted to be when I was a kid
Can you tell me all that you wish that I were
Cause I’m scared I’ll never live up to myself
I’m sorry but
I’ve had enough
Sometimes i wish i wasn’t born a boy
So my daddy wouldn’t yell at me for not playing sports
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born so tall
So I wouldn’t have to look down on everyone I love
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born on earth
I’d be a bacteria living somewhere far away
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born so lost
I could’ve found myself so long ago
And sometimes
Well sometimes I wish I wasn’t born at all
Sometimes I wish I was born long ago
Back when children were likely to die at birth
Sometimes I wish I was a dog
I’d be happy eating whatever is on the ground
Sometimes I wish born a toad
Sleeping on lily pads and eating flies for life
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t so alone
I’m a human being and I need love oh love
And sometimes
Well sometimes I wish I wasn’t born at all
Oh how I wish I’d never been born
We like to run away
When we don’t know what to say
Our words all fade to black
Our minds fail to realize
That our hearts are not to blame
For the pain we suffer each day
For the time not quite well spent
And the things we can’t help but say
And we carry on and on
Not quite sure of where we’re going
All we know is that we need to
Keep on moving
There’s no map to guide us now
There’s no compass or guide
In this mountain we are lost
In this ocean we are lost
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I am nothing but a man
I am nothing but a bag of bones
I am lost inside this world
I am completely alone
I have no way back home
I lost my footing 8 months ago
All I hear is the voice of god
He tells me it’s not the end
He tells me not to be afraid
My life is valuable and has purpose
My life is not miserable and I am lovable
I will be happy one day
But still I am afraid
I am afraid of the things I haven’t done
And I am afraid of the things I did
I am afraid I will die full of regrets
And I am afraid I will die with no children
Or a lovely wife
Or a house on the countryside
I am afraid I will die a lonely and bitter old man
I am afraid
I’m eighteen years old
I don’t have a job
I stay at home all day and
I go to school
From 8 to 1 and
I get so tired
Mom, don’t wake me up
I’m not going
To school today
Cause I’m too sad
I’m sorry dad
I can’t get up
But I
Have to grow up
And be a man
Cause I’m eighteen years old
Am I
Good enough
For you
Yet
Will I
Ever be
Man enough
To tell you
How I feel
About everything
You and me
We were kings
Will you
Ever know
How much you
Meant to me
Look at
Everything
How it
Turned out
It’s not
The best
But we were always
Average
And I open up my heart
And you open up your mouth
Loud as can be
You’re as loud as can be
Am i
Man enough
For you
Yet
Will i
Ever be
Brave enough
To tell you
How I feel
About everything
You and me
We are dead
And I open up my heart
And you open up your mouth
Loud as can be
You’re as loud as can be
Well, I…
I’m gonna take off my shirt today
Gonna be in my underwear all day
It’s never been so hot in this place
I’m getting the hell out of here
Feed me grapes from your chair
Eating chocolate all day
Sitting in our underwear
Until the sun goes down
Babe I know you can’t be here for long
But maybe if you call your parents
They’ll let you sleep over
We can finally have some fun
Can you hear all these damn kids
Screaming from outside in the heat
I want them to shut up
But I don’t wanna get out of my room
Babe I don’t wanna be here for long
I don’t want to talk to my parents
I can’t sleep here anymore
This shit isn’t fun
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And I know that you’re sad
And I know that we’re sad all the time
But what else can we do
Oh what else can we do
Ooh ooh ooh
I can’t do this anymore
I can’t take this anymore
I’m letting go
I’m letting go
Of the things we used to love
Of the things we used to love
I’m letting go
I’m letting go
With your hands behind my back
I feel the caress of your knife
I’m letting go
I’m letting go
It’s been too long
It’s been too long
I’m letting go
I’m letting go
So did you think you could just leave me to die
Did you think you could just leave me behind
Did you think you wouldn’t feel the angry grasp
Of my hand around your throat
You are inside me
You are the ghost that never moved on
You are the forest that could never burn down
You are the song I could never play
You are the sun and the moon
You are the eyes and the mouth
You are the fire in my chest
You are the bones in my skin
So I’m letting go
I’m letting go
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